I used to be a secret agent. Now I’m just married and old.

For the month of August most of my spring/summer items are 10% off excluding the double the Scentsy multi-pack or items redeemed through hot=stess rewards or booking coupons!!!!!  So this month is the perfect month to have a party!!!!!    Wink wink hint hint.  Let me know if you want to host one! I have to get all party orders in by the last day of the month.  I love ya all!!!!!!!!!

If only I could tell you one more time how much I love you. If only I could hear you laugh one more time. If only I could hug and kiss you one more time. If only…… We’re going to miss you grandma! It’s only a dream. I’m going to wake up and you won’t be gone. I love you and will always love you! See you on the other side!

Ok, so my grandma is in the hospital…..they say she had a heart attack and that she has blood clots in her lungs.  So needless to say I didn’t sleep much friday night.  Then yesterday mornng Caleb told me he put the dogs in the garage because they got out.  So I then remember that I had some bleach soapy water in there and didn’t want them to drink it.  So I get up……..socks underwear and shoes.  That’s it……..and go take the bleach water out so they don’t drink it and get sick….only to find that the door from the garage to the house is locked.  Yay so now i’m locked in the garage with no shirt or bra on.  Hmmmmm So I looked through some boxes trying to find something to put on.  Finaly find a baggy sweater that way no one could tell i wasn’t wearing a bra…..walk to 5 different families houses hoping one would let me in and give me a ride to perkins to pick up a key…..yeah no one was home at any of them.  So then it was off to the hospital…..I sat in the hospital for over 4 hours with no bra, no shower…..my hair was a mess….till someone would take me to get a key and then back home.  I walked over 7 miles yesterday….I think I could skip the gym. 

So still no period.  Which is expected.  But oh boy the cramps…..which is a good sign right?  Well atleast I hope.  I started also taking prenatal vitamins.  Which hopefully will get my body healthy enough to carry.  We’ll see.  All i can do is lay in the bath tub and cuddle with a heating pad. Which when it’s 100 degrees not so fun. Anways talk to y’all later.  Keep the baby dust coming!

Well here goes nothing, I’ve decided to take my health into my own hands.  Scary isn’t it.  I’ve been doing a lot of research…..I mean a lot.  So much that I have had a headache for a week.  I’ve found some information out on PCOS and things people have used to get pregnant.  And well I’m trying everything I can get my hot little hands on that doesn’t include going to the doctors for fertility pills.  I want to try the natural approach first and then we’ll go there if this doesn’t work.  So I start my strict diet, exercise and taking Vitex daily.  What is Vitex you ask?  Well I don’t know.  Lol just kidding, it’s chaste tree fruit.  I’ve read a lot of success stories about people taking it and it jump starting their periods.  And well since I haven’t had a real one in well since my wedding day with Javi back in 2002 I have a feeling it’s going to take a little while.  But with my determination to have a baby, and the loving support from friends and family I have faith…..so sprinkle all the baby dust my way that you can find, and say all the prayers you can for me!  Day 1 here we go!!!!!! 

I got a new tattoo!!!!  It says Daddy in Chinesse and has barbedwire around it.  It’s soooo cool!!!!!!!!

I get to tell my boss that today!!!!!!!!!!  Well not in those words of course.  But I found a new job.  With a new bank.  I love the banking world…..just not the home federal world.  They’re too pushy on selling selling selling.  I found a bank who doesn’t cross sell.  They have no goals to meet…….no nothing.  All you have to do is help your customers……….wait what?  Actually do our jobs?  That’s right!  Rather than pushing the customer away by bugging them for a new account……….we just give the customer what they want.  Wow what an idea.  Anyways my first day is April 24th.  However I feel that I’ll be there sooner.  As soon as I tell my boss she’s going to walk me right out the door and to hell with notice.  But that’s ok I have almost 2 weeks of vacation I get!  Yahoo……exttra money….Well I’m off to get my head chopped off.  It’s going to get ugly. I just have to remember…………I have a new job!!!!!!

So, Brooke’s getting married.  I’ve known this for 2 months………my works known this for 2 months.  They knew that I have to have May 16th and 17th off.  Her wedding is in Pocatello on the 17th.  And me being the maid of honor, i have to be at the dinner thingy on the 16th.  My manager decides to tell me Monday that I can’t have the days off.  She gave them to other girls who asked from it off last week. But wait……..I asked for it off 2 months ago?  And her comeback to that?  Not my fault you have to miss the wedding.  Well jokes on you lady!!!!!  I’ve already had an interview at another bank who guess what.  Will give me those two days off. Even in writing so when it comes they can’t not let me go. hahahahaha  Hopefully it goes well!  I hope I get it.  We’ll see. 

So Caleb had another seizure. Only this time he was awake when it happend.  I’m going to be setting up an appointment for him to be seeing another doctor.  Needless to say his doctor is a piece of shit.  Excuse my language.  But i’m sick and tired of this quack not doing anything.  We call him and tell him that he’s having seizures.  And what does he do?  Nothing.  Doesn’t even have the kindness to call us back.  We call and call and call and leave messages, and nothing back.  So just as a heads up.  If you care for your life and any loved ones lives……….don’t go to Dr.Roach in Caldwell.  So yeah back to not sleeping at nights….only now I get to worry about him during the day since this one happend while he was awake.  Great.

So, if I keep saying I love my job…..over and over will it come true?  Ha, no. 

Anywyas, not a whole lot has been happening……not much to blog about atleast.  Caleb may be getting promoted to GM, more money…yay….less time seeing him.  Sucks big monkeys.  I rarely ever see him as it is.  Although maybe he’ll get to make his own hours then.  Who knows.  It’ll be awhile before we hear anything anyways.  Hmm lets see what else..

My sister in law is pregnant again!  Yay! 

Umm, I think someday soon I’m going to be getting another tattoo.  I want a ring on my back of barbed wire for dad.  We’ll see though. 

We owe 888 dollars on our taxes.  That’s always awesome. Not!!!!! Yeah don’t know how we’re gunna pay that one off.  I’m still paying from when I owed when I was married to dip shit….oops I mean Javi. 

And well that’s about all that’s new in our life.  Anyways.  Love you all!